My obsession

I do think she does not appreciate him.
don't get me wrong.
I like her, but well - she makes him feel bad for doing what he enjoys, once she seemed to give him a hard time for having dinner with friends and not come home to her, another time she didn't reply to texts or any other electronic messages and when rung, she'd sounded upset and said she'd been essentially hiding from the world all day... she made him worry and rush home - See him little enough as it is, and that made it less.

I would appreciate him far more than she seems to...

Maybe I've not been so honest with myself.

To the untrained eye it looks like for the last couple of years my life has been fabulous. no need for the blog.
Well. Its untrue.
In the last 2 years I had a massive fallout with hisself. We made up. we still have rocky patches though and those are tough.

I think I'm still alittle obsessed too. I get it under control for a while and then *bang* it reappears.
its the little things - comments made jokes shared... but thats for another post.