I'm Obsessed

I didn't think I could be, would be or was.
But I think I am.
This is not healthy.

I need to do something about it...

Ever Wonder...

....if you are with the right person? Or if others are with the right person.
If you weren't with your's and they weren't with their's would you or could you be with them?
Is it infatuation or is it more?

Something to think about.

Work Sucks

I've been told that after November i essentially have no job.

Work Sucks.

People are impatient.

The expect me to move the world, and then 5 minutes later ask why it isn't done yet.
They seem to forget that there is a chain of events that have to happen,and sometimes people i need are not available. But that doesn't matter because they want it to happen now.

Today I have felt really low. Almost depressed.

Work seems to be the main issue, things have been going down hill since January; Department reorgs, staff changes, my boss leaving & leaving me with no job to speak of.

The thing is i really used to enjoy work; the viariaty, the people it was fun. I don't know why i've stopped enjoying it, it makes me feel worse.
I want to instantly change things, but this isn't going to happen anytime soon so for now i shall just keep going.

Getting up in the morning and dreading going to work is something i shall have to get used to for now.

this is my secret place.

This is my Anonymity

This place has no friends, no-one who knows me.

This is a place for me to let of steam, rant, say things that i need to but can't or won't to the people around me.

~my secret place~