People are impatient.

The expect me to move the world, and then 5 minutes later ask why it isn't done yet.
They seem to forget that there is a chain of events that have to happen,and sometimes people i need are not available. But that doesn't matter because they want it to happen now.

Today I have felt really low. Almost depressed.

Work seems to be the main issue, things have been going down hill since January; Department reorgs, staff changes, my boss leaving & leaving me with no job to speak of.

The thing is i really used to enjoy work; the viariaty, the people it was fun. I don't know why i've stopped enjoying it, it makes me feel worse.
I want to instantly change things, but this isn't going to happen anytime soon so for now i shall just keep going.

Getting up in the morning and dreading going to work is something i shall have to get used to for now.

this is my secret place.

This is my Anonymity

This place has no friends, no-one who knows me.

This is a place for me to let of steam, rant, say things that i need to but can't or won't to the people around me.

~my secret place~